It all boils down to this again.
♥ 8:16 PM Saturday, February 28, 2009
Yesterday and today, you're on my mind. Would you still be there tomorrow and the days after that?
photo grabbed
here.
The days that were
♥ 7:00 PM Tuesday, February 24, 2009
full of pressure, frustration and happiness.
Just 2 days ago, my mom opened the topic about my ex-boyfriend,
again. And she mentioned it to a lot of people just a couple of hours ago. It's just funny because my mom seems to be more affected than me for what my ex did. My reaction was just
"Mommy ano ba!" and the laugh out loud.
What I regret most lately was that I didn't tell my mom earlier that I had this event that I wanted to attend. I wasn't allowed to go to Victorian Valentine which I desperately desperately want to attend. It was,
supposed to be,
my first. To compensate, I told myself that I have to at least start something but here I am again, updating my blog with practically nothing. It wasn't a productive weekend.
And just a while ago, I cried. I cried so much. Thesis is really pressuring me now. I want to graduate on time; I really really want to. I got my grad pic too today and I told my mom not to display it yet, at least not until I graduate.
And now I feel sick. When I cosplayed at UP AME last year, I said contacts make me cry the most, but now,
thesis makes me cry the most. Oh Lord, helppppp.
When the heart becomes the star of the day.
♥ 12:10 AM Saturday, February 14, 2009
To the people who have their special someone;
To the people who chose to spend this day with their friends;
To the single ladies and gentlemen;
Happy Valentines Day :)Yes, it is cliche to say that you don't really need a date on Valentines day but it is somewhat true. But then again, who said that, that date must be your girlfriend or boyfriend? Why can't it be your family, your friends or your pet? The joy you'll feel when you're on a date depends on how you and your date/s will spend it and not on who you'll spend it with :)
On a different topic now, I have finally moved on from a very short
bliss. The feeling was
euphoric until it lasted. Yes, he did miss me that day but the feeling started and ended the same day. So goodbye again love :)
As for me, I'll have my very perfect date later while I'm sleeping.
Again, Happy Valentines Day everyone, you all enjoy the love day ;)
Drama.
♥ 11:05 AM Sunday, February 8, 2009
I am one person who gives way most of the time. I always end up letting go of someone for other people's sake. Not because I don't love the person, but because I don't do want to be involved in dramas. There was this point in my life when I had to give up someone so special for a person who I thought was a friend. I had forgotten all of that several months ago because I have been busy with things and friends. One of those things is cosplaying. Cosplaying has given so much happiness. Like I said before, you get to meet people who share same interests. Whenever I am at conventions, it's like I never have to think of a problem in my life, ever...
I was enjoying cosplay so much until recently; when I found out that someone will be cosplaying too. I didn't even know that that person would even consider doing it.
Minsan kahit anong paglalayo ang gawin mo, hindi ka talaga lalayuan eh no? Sana lang tantanan na ako. Nakuha mo na yung tanging tao na iniingatan ko nun, pati ba naman ito?
Ranting on a Sunday morning, tsk.
Bakit may mga bagay na hindi na pwede?
♥ 6:49 PM Tuesday, February 3, 2009
Yan ang status message ko sa ym. Ngayon, oo nga bakit nga ba ganun? Simulan natin sa paborito mong pagkain na hindi mo na pwedeng kainin dahil panis na. O kaya hindi mo na mapapasa ang assignment mo dahil nalate ka na ng pasok at hindi na daw tumatanggap ng late assignments ang prof mo. Sa mga pangayayaring ito, isa lang maiisip mo --
sayang. This has got to be one of the worst feelings in the world, at least for me. I hate having to regret something. I hate thinking about how things would turn out if I did this or that. I'm not the biggest risk-taker. I'm quite paranoid actually, I usually think outside the box when I'm faced with hard decisions. And usually, I get to do what's right, I think I do. It's been a while since I had these thoughts in my mind. It's actually interfeering with my schoolworks because now I have to think of all of these all at the same time.
It is
never wrong to love. But it depends on the situation. It is wrong to love if the person who you love
belongs to someone else. But the sadder part is when you distance yourself to the person who was
really yours to begin with.
Softly we tremble tonight.
♥ 8:23 PM Sunday, February 1, 2009
Picture perfect fading smiles are all that's left inside.
I said I'll never leave, you'll never change
I'm not satisfied with where I'm at in life.
