Finally we meet, 2009 :)
♥ 11:51 PM Wednesday, December 31, 2008
I didn't have a good start in 2008. At least I was happy during the new year, but 4 months after that, I felt probably the saddest feeling in my life. It was a day I wouldn't forget; both for it's good and bad memories. Bad in a sense that it was the first time I really felt betrayed and fooled. Good in a sense that, that day was the day I knew I can make it ALONE; that I can leave everything behind. Thankfully, just days after the heartbreak, I was made aware of the people who would stay with me just to make sure I would be okay. And having people back you up during that crucial time was really a blessing. I didn't know much I had before. I had to lose 2 people to realize that.
Of friends. Dearly beloved friends. Thank you! Thank you for sharing such good memories. I can't think of any more ways to thank you. My 2008 was a blast because of ALL of you :)
Of family. This was a good year. Why? Because my mom and my sister are okay now. My mom didn't get that much angry with me (because she told me I was a better daughter this year. Oh yes!)
I also didn't have much arguments with my sister.
Of acads. GAAHD. I made a vow never to cram. But still up to this very moment, I am still cramming. But I promised myself (though I still have doubts) that yes, I, together with the rest of my classmates, must altogether graduate this coming year! Good luck to all of us ;)
Of love. Oh yes love you never left me. You are with me all along. :)
In 2008:
I fell inlove.
I got my heart broken.
I cried.
I moved on.
I met new people.
I tried new things.
I had my first job (partly. I was an intern actually. HAHA.)
I abused my laptop.
I thought of my thesis topic.
I ate loads of ice cream.
I ran for a position in my course organization.
I had photoshoots :3
I met new and awesome friends.
I laugh til I nearly cried.
I dance all night long.
I attended my first party.
I made a vow to stop drinking.
I had 2 sleepovers.
I went to EK with friends.
I have overcome my fear in debating.
I had tons of crushes.
I had videoke sessions with friends.
To the people who made my 2008 a blast. THANKYOU! You don't know how much you've made me smile, laugh and appreciate life all over again :)
I love you. :)
Solido [ Bars. Chai. Chin. Donat. Jay. Jhesz. Joan. Karen. Kenneth D. Kenneth P. Maane. Marvin. Myk. Nico. Ralph. Tot. Yis. ]
Sailorstars [ Az. Chelly. Faye. Frances. Monica. ]
Tropang Joker [ Bj. Crest. Gabs. Jilo. Kerjay. Michael/Jenny. Pao. Pot. Rhomar. Sym. ]
Muse [ Mara. Mars. Raine. ]
Twilight Statuesques [ Amon. Anna. Ehm. Ely. Ira. Jackie. Jamil. Jero. Jio. Junie. Karen. Kiting. Kristine. Lem. Louie. Mark. Meoki. Owdie. Pao. Pat. Rhein. September. Skye. Tiffany. Sieg. Xelene. ]
Cosplay peeps / OMAKE [ Sayou. Aya. M. Nel. Eden. Madz. Justine. China. Jeun. Uretz. Light. Lyron. Nilo. Gian. Jen. Vany. Daniela. Aiko. Via. Fatsy. and moooooore XD ]
UP friends [ you are all TOO MANY to enumrate XD ]
Caloi. Iñaki. Jabo. Lure. Nappy. Nikko. Trisha. Alexy. Ate Ea. Ariks. Kuya Lloyd. Kuya Jethro. Mr. Ronald Guanzon. Matt. Cxarie. Cleo. Near. Maine. 3xC. Matt. Yka. James. Chymbe. Dyaz. Alfaye. Bryan.Tito Andy, Tita Nancy, Ate Nat :)I love you Mom, Ate Aby, Ate Kat and Ashley :DAnd many more. You may not be on the list but it DOESN'T mean you aren't important :)
Can you all do me a favor? Can you please stay with me next year, and the year after that and the yearS after that? Please :D
I lost 2 friends. Yes, but I gained more than I can ever Imagine. 2008 wasn't a good year at first, but from the 93rd to the 366th day I could not say anything more but WOW. :) I wouldn't say that I was a better person this past 2008, but I would definitely say I'm HAPPIER :)
As I bid farewell to a great 2008, I welcome with arms wide open a greater 2009 :) Let's all have a wonderful 2009, shall we? More cosplays, more fun, less worries. Lovette! XD
Love on Earth and in Heaven.
♥ 9:15 PM Sunday, December 28, 2008
Live your life to the fullest, 'coz you'll never know when it's your time.
Cherish the people you love. It might be their last time in this world.
Never forget to make people feel how much you love them. So when they're no longer here, they'll remember how much happiness they felt when they were with you.
Life is short. What matters most is how well you lived. And Ate Ice, you lived it well. Very very well that I never regretted the time I met you. And I know the people around you feel that too.
I'm gonna miss you Ate Ice. Rest in piece.
Regret.
♥ 6:20 PM
One
heartbreak.
Two eyes crying.
Three words never said again.
Four hands that won't be held.
Five mornings you'll pass him/her in the halls.
Six love notes, ripped and torn.
Seven days a week you'll think of him/her.
Eight sad songs at night before going to bed.
Nine wishes that never came true.
Ten years before he/she realizes that it has...
always been YOU.
- a quote someone sent to me this afternoon.
Merry Christmas :D
♥ 11:04 PM Wednesday, December 24, 2008
I know that mostly everyone has greeted you a Merry Christmas. And I'm one of them :D This Christmas is definitely a fun one. A year ago, my mom got sick and my sisters were out so it was basically just me and my mom here at home. But now, we're complete (with Boom Boom of course). Last Christmas too, someone picked me up so that someone would come with me to the drugstore. Wherever he is, I know he's happy.
I think my Christmas would be great, I hope yours would be too :)
Oh Christmas, I can't feel you.
♥ 6:03 PM Wednesday, December 17, 2008
I don't know what I was doing yesterday but I was able to read my
old blg. It contained a lost of sad posts in it. There were feelings there that I haven't felt for a long time. But I noticed the number of entries I had there. That blog indeed contained more entries compared with this. I want to blog everyday, but the problem is I don't know what to write about. I need inspiration. GAAH.
Anyway, in a matter of days, it's hello Christmas. The only thing I can feel about Christmas is the cold weather. Apart from that, there's nothing else. I'm not as excited as I were before. Surely I know nothing's missing but why am I feeling this way?
There's nothing wrong with wishing ;)
♥ 7:04 PM Tuesday, December 16, 2008
I haven't been updating my blog again because I've been pretty lazy these past few days. I don't spend much time logged on in friendster too. I just go home, check my email, check updates then watch DVD. AHAHA. A bum's life? Yea. So our classes ended today. Yey for that. But when we all get back next year, I'm sure we'll all be busy with thesis. GAAH thesis ._.
So anyway, I was really bored this afternoon that I decided to look for the things I would want to hopefully receive this Christmas:
0101Benz SLR McLaren (ASA Leny. HAHA)
022008 Mazda 6
I love cars. I'd like a
Fortuner or an
Altis too XD
03iMac
04Acer Ferrari laptop
05Sony Ericsson C905
06Canon Powershot SD990
07Bronze PSP
080808Adorable shoes from Keds.
09ODM Watch
010Hello Kitty rain boots.
011Cuuuute Kipling backpack.
012Kuromi bracelet :3
and finally *drumroll*
013A POMERANIAN! XD
A lot eh? And mostly unattainable. Well, that's why they're part of my WISHlist anyway ;)
Everything we had.
♥ 11:12 PM Friday, December 5, 2008
"Nung nakita ka nya, biglang tumakbo."
May gantong factor? :))
When I asked my friends what could be the reason why a person reacts that way, they weren't really able to answer my question.
Ikaw kunwari nakita mo ex mo, tas tumakbo ka, bakit ganun? *taas kilay*
Hello December :)
♥ 4:22 PM Monday, December 1, 2008
...we meet once again. I didn't realize that it was already December until Caloi greeted me "advance happy Christmas". It's very usual for me to forget the date. I usually spend my day being a bum so having to monitor the date is such a hard, hard work for me already. HAHAHA.
Most people would prolly think of Santa when they think of December. Some, like me, picture a snowy christmas. I wanna know how it feels to hold the snow. I want a really cold Christmas, just for a change :)
And just now, my sister played the song "The Distance". Gah, that's a one sad song isn't it? I don't want to see the sky lose it's color. HAHAHA. Okay, I'm being lame now. Anyway, I'm missing someone now. Sana matapilok siya. Joke lang :))
