GAAH.
♥ 9:52 PM Saturday, November 29, 2008
This Twilight Fever is killing me. It's like overdose. HAHA. Everywhere I go, people are mumbling about Twilight. When I opened my Yahoo! Messenger, the stats all contained Twilight or Edward Cullen in it. Even quotes being sent to me contained them. And I'm sorry but I'm just not a fan. I love vampires but Twilight has nothing to do with it. HAHAHA. I once had this interest to read the series but it suddenly became the interest of mostly everyone around me. And I just don't like things getting mainstreamed. I have nothing against the movie, the book series and the avid fans of Twilight though :)
While eveyone else was falling for Edward Cullen, I was too busy loving the new people I've met in the past months :) You know how some people like making friends on friendster? Well I'm one of them :) It's a good thing that by the time I had lost the effort to log in on friendster everyday, I was able to meet them. And if friendster collapses anytime, the friendship I had with these people would stay with me for a looooooooooong time :)
I have been accused of being a snob on friendster. The reason? Well it's because I haven't been replying to the comments they've been sending me. Shallow eh? I tried explaining that I don't have that much time to waste on friendster and that I have social life too. But they just don't quite understand that do they? But, wth. I can't please everyone. And I won't even try :)
Jero Malan. Lionheart. He's that pacute guy who sent me a comment some time in July I think. He basically flirts with everyone else. HAHAHAHAHA! His humor would drive you nuts! He would have these hirits and these jokes that'll make you laugh haaaaaaard! That's what I love about this guy, his ability to make people laugh just comes natural :)
Jackie Prieto. I met Jackie through friendster too. Despite the fact that we haven't seen each other in person yet, we have already been close. And by the time I got to meet her personally, I was so excited and so happy that when I got home I missed her sooooo much! I remember the days when I ran to her asking for help. And she was the only person in the whole world who gave me the most sensible pieces of advice. We call each other "kembs" fro kambal kasi may mga oras na pareho ung nangyayari sa buhay namin :) Pranka si Jackie. That's why people love her so much (including me of course! :D)
Jabo Pineda. Beb ko :). At a glance, you'd think Jabo would be the typical isnaberong gwapo :) But noooooooo XD Jabo's a really fun person. Mga banat nyan parang si Jero din :P He's very sweet and he appreciates whatever life has to offer. He is a big fan of Bob Ong :P Diba beb? :D
Mark Chua. Crush. Weeeeeeeeeeeeeee the sweetest! Yey~ I have lots of fun talking to Mark. I am one happy girl because he has been very open with me. He has shared his problems with me and that makes me flattered. I never thought we'd be close :) So I'm really glad when he said that I'm one of his closest friends in TS. And Mark, you are one my closest friends too, not only in TS :)
Iñaki Carlotta. I've known Yax for sometime now but it wasn't until recently that we were able to talk. To be honest, I was intimidated to talk to him because he might find me boring. HAHAHA. I was just so touched when he shared something to me on our very first conversation. I'm like "wow". And mind you, he was the person who changed my view that people dont change. He's also a deep person. If you read his entries, you'd get hooked to it. Like it'll leave you wanting for more :) Thank you Yax for sharing your experiences and your views on life :) You're great the way you are now, keep it that way ;)
James Simon. Light. One of the most fun person to talk to. HAHAHA. He's pretty green minded but I love him anyway. He can be pretty dramatic sometimes but I can always joke around to make him laugh. If I were to grade his efforts it would be A+. Dati yan gigising ng maaga para tumawag sakin at itext ako. Di pa uso ung 20/call nun. HAHAHA. Tas hihintayin pa ko magol nyan sa ym pag hindi ako nagrereply. So no matter what happens, I'll always be his Misa :)
Caloi Navarro. Alodio. LOL joke lang Caloi. HAHAHA XD I just talked to Caloi through online medium too. He wouldn't usually talk to anyone and I'm glad we do :) At first I thought he was a snob but he definitely isn't. He prolly just doesn't like boring topics and people. I mean, would you? I have fun talking with Caloi. Ang dami naming laughtrip. Ang dami kasi naming alam! HAHAHA. Bongga mahal ko narin yang si Caloi kala nio? :))
*The order of their names is the same with the order of my featured friends :)
These people I've mentioned have become so special to me because they have shown me who they really are. They never pretended to be anyone else. They were raw, just the way I like it ;)) The love I have for them has nothing to do with how they look. They just happen to be gwapo/maganda. But they have so much more to offer beyond those looks, believe me :)
Screw up.
♥ 4:50 PM Wednesday, November 26, 2008
The reason why I some kinda like not blogging for days is that I get my thoughts piled up that I usually have a lot to blog about once I get hold of the computer. Yesterday, during my Psych class I was doodling (yes, intsead of paying attention) on my notebook about things that I want to blog about. But I'll write that near the end :)
And so I thought all the drama that I had to experience and witness only existed in high school. I was basically one of the quiet ones but I always end up getting in an argument. Backfighting and boys were, lets say, the most favorite topic. During my high school years, I had a couple of misunderstandings with friends and handful with others. I was so mababaw that I usually made small things a big issue.
There was once in my life that I had these 3 big arguments with people because of my ex-boyfriend. I kept on blaming the girl instead of blaming both of them. I was too stupid that I always think that my ex was a good person. HAHAHA. If someone could slap me in the face because of my katangahan back then, my cheeks would've been very sore everyday.
Akala ko ang agawan ng boyfriend uso lang pag high school. It turns out, it still existing in college. Hindi nga lang sobrang maeksena. ;) The reason may be because people who get involved in these arguments don't keep the problems with themselves. They usually confront the person involved which makes patching up, should I say faster? But there are still some, of course, who can't easily forgive the other person. A reaction that's very understandable especially when the cause of the argument's way way serious.
Ako naman, madaling magpatawad pero hindi madaling makalimutan yung mga ginawa. Mapagtanim? Yes, yes. It's because I don't get mad that easily. So when I do, I'm sure it's a really serious one and it most definitely hurt me. XD
Wiw I'm near the end of post already so here goes the thought I had during Psych class yesterday. I wrote on my notebook that A heart can never be broken. And I just thought of my friends who allow heart breaks affect them so much that they usually turn to a different person. Yung iba nagiging lasinggera, yung iba naman nagpapapabaya sa pagaaral. Tapos kahit ilang milyong beses mo pagsabihan ayaw naman makinig ._. It hurts me a lot to see my friends go through these. I just don't think it's right. I mean right before meeting the person who hurt, I'm sure you were perfectly fine with your life and yourself. Sabagay, may attachment na kasi talaga so letting go is a really hard process.
Right now I'm single. I was able to accept the break up easily than the previous ones 'coz I have conditioned myself that I was fine before there was a "we". Dati sobrang iniisip ko na there's no one else who could make me really happy. Aba naman, marami naman pala silang makakapgparamdam sakin ng saya :) I was just to preoccupied with one person that I forgot there were other people.
I don't have a boyfriend but that doesn't mean I'm unhappy :)
I'm not a fan of roller coaster rides. But they said, Life is a roller coaster. If I'm getting used to life's ups and downs, I'm sure 1 round of a roller coaster ride in an amusement park won't do me harm :)
I actually want to blog everyday.
♥ 8:29 PM Monday, November 24, 2008
But I also have the tendency of feeling too lazy to blog. Just like right now. I'm committing the sin of blogging just for the sake of having something to blog. See I'm not even opening any point. Nor am I sharing whatever happened to me for the days I was absent from my blog.
What I am 100% sure of is that if I don't consult with thesis adviser soon,
I'm doomed. Like really really doomed. I was planning to revise my draft last Saturday but I ended up reading a novel instead. Like seriously being lazy is becoming more of a habit right now which is a bad thing 'coz this is the most important school year of my life! Gaaaah. Can someone or even a miracle please please please make me go to work? ._.
Oh yea, I just like to share the fact that I deeply regret not going to Hero Con last Saturday. Darn that headache. Gahhh. I'll be retiring Tifa soon to make way for another cosplay project. Yey~
Okay I'm off to my room now 'coz my mood's really not that good. HAHAHA. It's my
time of the month, please understand. LOL :)
Ano ba yan :/
♥ 4:04 PM Wednesday, November 19, 2008
Minsan ko lang maalala yung mga panaginip ko. Tas madalas alam ko marami sila pero isa lang maalala ko. Ang weird, since late ako natulog at ang aga ko nagising feeling ko tuloy isa lang panaginip ko. Nandun
siya sa panaginip ko! Hindi ko naman siya iniisip. Kakatapos ko lang makausap sina Nappy, Jero, Ira at Near nun sa cellphone. Tas before nun andun pa sina Skye, Pat at Amon so sobrang saya lang talaga ng usapan namin. Kaya di ko lam bat nandun xa sa panaginip kooooooo. Nakaka-ewan. Di ko lam pakiramdam. Rarrr.
Ito pa yung sinabi nya na naalala ko ng sobra, "
Pwede ba ko magpunta sa graduation mo?" Ako naman,
"Bat naman hinde?" Tas niyakap akoooooooooooooo! Ayaw ko na, ayaw ko naaaaaaa x[
Labels: hayayay
Hmmm.
♥ 12:55 AM Monday, November 17, 2008
Do you think at some point a person misses someone he or she left? Just a thought :)
Labels: hayayay
Want what we can't have :)
♥ 12:20 AM Saturday, November 15, 2008
Sometimes we get what we want but we don't realize that we do already because usually, we expect it to come from someone else. I'm at this point in my life wherein I don't really know what it is that I want.
I do not mean to offend anyone with my previous post. If you think otherwise about things that I blog here, that's fine with me. But then again, the last thing I wanna do is offend anyone. I love writing about things based on my point of view. Thanks :D
Labels: confused, hayayay, love
The truth and perception :)
♥ 7:59 PM Thursday, November 13, 2008
We attended our first class for the 2nd semester today and it was as always, short, dreadful and exciting :) I once again arrived late in school and was actually clueless of what the room number is of our first subject (talk about being responsible, HAHA). I was looking forward to attend my first subject because it's all about advertising. And I really really love advertising though I'm really not that creative :) I just love the thought of making people buy your product by mere words, phrases and images. I was able to get lots of new ideas from our professor. He taught us that
reality does not usually sell. If for example, you wanna be famous, say on friendster, you'd build an image that would make people like you. If you do otherwise, you probably want social suicide. I've met a handful of people who lie so that people would like them; those who'd say that they want this or that or they're like this or that when in fact their personality's entirely opposite. Also, those who join the bandwagon because they wanna be "in". Pathetic, really. I've also known people who look entirely different from their friendster and myspace profiles. And I'm like "
hindi ko siya maalala...". I have nothing against these people though, their motives are totally understandable in the first place. There was once in my life when I wanted so bad to fit in, then I eventually got tired of it. So maybe these people would too :). Maybe they'll eventually realize that it's waaaaaay better to meet friends who'll like you and love you for who you really are and look like :)
Our speech communication class is scary. I thought days writing speeches were over. Imagine having to deliver memorized speeches. I can't even deliver a speech properly with a copy of my speech plan on my face and then now I have to memorize it? Gaah. But I believe that despite the course's dreadful requirements, it'll come in handy when I grow older. HAHA :) I'm trying really hard to think positive by the way *winks*
I'm gonna share pictures I took yesterday with Chelly and Frances while killing time in UP :)
Just to make things clear, I'm not anti-social, I'm just pro-reality :) These pictures are unedited by the way.
Labels: reality
Blog ko to, wag ka magulo! K? :))
♥ 7:11 PM Wednesday, November 12, 2008
I went to school last Tuesday to supposedly finish enrolling and attend my first class this 2nd semester. But due to UP's mysterious enrollment, I ended up going home marked absent on my first class and not officially enrolled. Like, wow. And to add more shit to it, it was raining hard, and my feet got wet from the flood at Faura. So anyway, that afternoon, I got to school early, like 30 minutes before the meet up time, and I decided to, well have a smoke while I was waiting. While facing the other side, I saw my friend my Mei smiling at me, signalling me to wait for her because she was gonna smoke to. Mei's greeting was
"Putangina Len, puyat ka nanaman!" And was like,
"oo nga e. HAHAHA." A couple of seconds after that Dan, Luis and their 2 friends went out to greet us. Dan gave Mei and I a kiss on the cheek. :) After having my
lunch Chelly and I went inside to look for Frances so that we could talk about the subjects we would get. I greeted Manong guard with
"Kuya good morning!" sabay "Good afternoon na! haha" tas ako naman "ay oo nga noh. serry kuya!" sabaw??
Anyway, Az and I were talking today and I was telling her how much I enjoy cosplaying. That's like the only reason why I go home late nowadays. I don't really like going to bars though but I usually (like a couple of months ago) go home late because I hang out with friends or go somewhere else. I told her I like doing it because you get to hang out in a place where you all share a common interest and that you meet friends who don't befriend you because you look cool, or that you're gorgeous and stuff. I'd like to deviate myself from people who go out to have flings or pseudo relationships or booze til they like literally crawl on the floor. I like clean fun :D
I've been meeting and talking with people who have A LOT of things to be grateful for but are more humble than those who have nothing to boast other than air on their heads. But still there are some who are lets say
sadyang mayabang lang. Serry, kung mayabang ka barado pulido ka sakin. HAHAHA :))
Labels: cosplay, hurray, wow
I used to think...
♥ 12:11 AM
that people don't change. This mindset has been greatly affected by people whom I've met in the past who keep on doing what they do best, and that is breaking their promises and keeping you hoping for nothing. If not for Yax, I would've never believed that people change, at least they eventually do :) It's never too late to start again. Yes, I believe that now :)
Labels: hope
I'm lovin the gift :D
♥ 3:05 PM Monday, November 10, 2008
Love is a gift. Anyone can receive it, some may like it, some may not. Some may be deserving, most might just be lucky :) And yes, I do feel loved. The simple reason of why I keep on smiling everyday :) I love a lot of people, but there's this
one who, let me say, stand out. :)
I'm one of the weirdest people, probably one of the insensitive ones, who finds it hard to have crushes. I find it harder to fall in love. But when I do, people around me know it, and I do to. And right now, yes I am inlove. Hahaha. I'm keeping the person's name a secret. He doesn't like me anwyay :) So basically, it wouldn't make any difference if he knew :)
So there's this
boy and I started noticing him a couple of months ago. And I was in denial of how I felt until there came this day when I was feeling so down and he sent me this text message which contained not more than 20 words but it made me laugh hard. That message made me feel really really happy :) And until now, he's like the only person who makes me feel soooooooo happy.
The world may not know who you are but at least they know that of all the people, there's one boy who's making Leny really really happy :)
Labels: kilig, love
