Of photography and love :)
♥ 5:55 PM Friday, May 30, 2008
I just browsed deviantart a while ago and was very amazed with the new photographs I saw. Some of which have been posted here in my blog. Amazing how these people create such stunning works of art. Like two months ago, I was very much inspired to do all sorts of things. I was even moved to try photography and photomanipulation. I don't really know why I'm losing this inspiration. As much as I would want to create great photos, I just can't. I'm hoping to have this urge to try photography again. Did I just make sense or not? :P
Labels: aguyyy, hayayay
I know you know :)
♥ 1:05 AM Wednesday, May 28, 2008
Many people have been asking me why I still don't have a boyfriend. The question of whether I'm still inlove with someone should be out of the issue. I mean, I never ran out of people whom I loved. I loved almost everyone who has been true to me :) It's just that I'm not ready yet and I'm really not sure when this is gonna change. Enjoy myself? Probably, but I enjoy life with or without a boyfriend so technically there's not much of a difference now.
I appreciate all the efforts shown by people I've met long ago and the people I've met just in aeRO or in friendster. I may not know you deeply or seen you physically but you surely changed the way I think about people who take advantage of broken-hearted single girls. You've shown me respect and friendship that I'll surely treasure. :)
Sure I have this one reason to cry, but I'll give you a million or even billions of reasons why I could smile :) Right now, all I need are true friends rather than suitors or a boyfriend :) I know you all know that, don't you? :)
Labels: hurray
Unsent Letter.
♥ 8:29 PM Monday, May 26, 2008
Warning: Madrama at tagalog lahat. Wahahahaha!
Ewan ko bat ko naisipan na isulat to dito. Namimiss kita, oo pero ayaw kong malaman mo. Sobrang ayaw ko. Minsan pag gising ko naiisip ko ung mga oras na pagmamasdan kita habang tulog ka. Naalala ko nung 15th birthday mo na sa sobrang puyat mo, nandun tayo sa likod bahay nio, magkaharap na nakaupo. Sinabi mong matutulog ka lang muna, at ako andun lang sa harap mo nakatitig sayo. Sobrang sarap ng feeling ko nun. Tuwang tuwa akong pinagmamasdan kang tulog. Naalala ko rin ung mga oras na gigising ka andun ako sa bahay niyo at si Mama isasama ako sa breakfast niyo. Hanggang lunch pati dinner kasama ako. Ang saya lang eh. Naaala ko pa na pag lasing ka, tapos nagddrama ka sakin (in a nakakatuwang way) tapos paulit ulit mong sasabihin na "Len, I love you." Namimiss ko ung mga oras na may bigla nalang yayakap sakin, ikikiss ako sa noo, kakargahin ako, patatawanin ako, paiiyakin ako para makita kung nag alala ba talaga ko. Yung mga oras na tatawag ka sakin para lang sabihin na namimiss mo ko. Yung mga oras na gumagapang ako sa bahay para makagamit ng telepono. Alam mo? Namimiss kong may kkwentuhan ng lahaaaat ng nangyayari sakin araw araw. Namimiss ko yung taong nagseselos sa mga pumapaligid. Namimiss ko yung mga tuta, yung mga oras na tawa tayo ng tawa sa bus. Yung mga pangungulit natin sa isa't isa pag wala tayong magawa. Namimiss kong may nagagalit pag hindi ako kumakain agad, o uuwi ng maaga. Namimiss ko si Papa na tuwing kakausapin ako titingnan muna kita para magpainterpret, si Ate Nat na sobrang kulit. Namimiss ko yung taong pipicturan ko at poposing pa. Hahaha. Nakakatuwa :) Yung sabay tayong mag cocomputer sainyo. Na sasabihin mong "tara kandong ka sakin." Namimiss ko yung luto mong pagkain. Yung mga oras na nagsosolo lang tayo sa aeRO.
Namimiss kita. Namimiss ko yung yakap mo. Yung ngiti mo na nagkukumpleto sa araw ko :) Sana alagaan mong maigi yang sarili mo. Yun lang naman ang winish ko sayo diba? Mag ingat ka parati :)
Belated happy birthday Mom :)
♥ 6:03 PM Thursday, May 22, 2008
It was my mom's bday yesterday and I'm just that lazy that I have to post it TODAY! Haha! Anyway, we'll go and celebrate it this weekend so I might be posting a better entry then :) So anyway, Denica forwared a message that contained:
Hindi lahat ng masarap sa pakiramdam ay tama. And poof! I remembered yet again. Bwahahaha. Memories suck. Oops, I'm beginning to be bitter again. Haha. But of course I'm joking :) This line just hit me. It makes sense, perfect sense! Tama nga naman, kung magmamahal ka, siguraduhin mo ng masarap sa pakiramdam at higit sa lahat ung wala kang maapakang ibang tao. Selfish ka kung di ka marunong makiramdam na may nasisira kang relasyon.
Labels: aguyyy
Happy Mothers Day :)
♥ 6:58 PM Sunday, May 11, 2008
It's the time of the year when mothers are praised for their great works and love for the their children. But of course, the respect, importance and attention that we give to our mothers must not start and end on this day only. It must be all throughout :)
So anyway, this might be my last week for work. And well, I was thinking of going out with friends. I was pretty preoccupied with some things already when... I struck me all over again. Gaah. The feeling is new to me
again and somewhat weird. You remember someone
again. It's sorta erm,
nakakasawa? I actually wouldn't feel this way if if if I hadn't pressed that skill I had with my character in aeRO. Haha! Again, it's my fault why this feeling came back. Stupiiid Leny for that :D
Oh well, this too shall pass :)Labels: hurray
Whaaaat?
♥ 8:00 PM Friday, May 9, 2008
I've been reading lots of gossip lately during my spare time. And I've seen lots of hollywood couples filing for divorce. Mostly the reason is i
rreconcilabe differences. Then I wondered, what the hell. What differences can't you reconcile? I mean, you should have known each very well to accept each other's differences. It's just sad how the sacrament gets so vandalized by people who are so impulsive. Gaah.
Anyway, I've been asked by some people about advices concerning love. It's kinda weird 'coz these people are like 20+ already and they're asking a mere 19-yr. old about it. And I
think I've been giving hurtful-but-realistic answers to their questions. Then again, like some stubborn child, These people do not seem to have a different outlook in their love life. One persistently hangs on despite the fact that her loved one is treating her like trash. And the other one, well I have been vocal about how I hate her man. But she can't seem to see what I see. That her man is not that in to her.
Oh well, love err
lovers are blind :) I just wish that in the coming days, they'd get to realize that hey, I'm not worth being treated like crap!
Labels: hurray
Anyone help?
♥ 10:50 PM Thursday, May 8, 2008
I can't edit my layout here. It looks distorted! I tried getting codes from blogskins.com. I tried both the blogger main and movable type but it still wouldn't work out. Can someone help me? :(
Labels: help
Hate it.
♥ 8:16 PM
Contrary to Garbage's song "I'm only happy when it rains", I'm like one of the people who gets really really sad when it rains. I feel so down for no reason. And believe me when I say there's really no reason behind it. The feeling is like loosing your favorite toy. Rawr.
It's really weird 'coz it's still summer and yet it's been raining for like 2 days now. Global warming is really bothering me. When it's hot, it's REAAALLLLYYYY hot. lame post, haha!
Labels: lame
new url :)
♥ 7:33 PM Wednesday, May 7, 2008
I don't know what happened to my other blog but it sorta got infected with Trojan (according to my anti-virus). So I'm keeping it safe and switched to this :) Welcome me back to the blogging world :) I'm gonna be an addition to the cyber traffic. Nyahahahahahaha :)
Anyway, in a matter of 3 weeks we'd all be coming back to school. Deadlines and cramming moments here we come, AGAIN. Haha >:) Time flies so fast! This coming April 9 will be my first month on the company I'm having my ojt. And I'm really enjoying my stay there. But then again, I do want to rest. Like sleep until 11am.
So I've been doing some net/window shopping and I set my eyes on this baby :)
A red PSP! I desperately want this one. I like it in gold too ;)
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