The reason why I some kinda like not blogging for days is that I get my thoughts piled up that I usually have a lot to blog about once I get hold of the computer. Yesterday, during my Psych class I was doodling (yes, intsead of paying attention) on my notebook about things that I want to blog about. But I'll write that near the end :)

And so I thought all the drama that I had to experience and witness only existed in high school. I was basically one of the quiet ones but I always end up getting in an argument. Backfighting and boys were, lets say, the most favorite topic. During my high school years, I had a couple of misunderstandings with friends and handful with others. I was so mababaw that I usually made small things a big issue.

There was once in my life that I had these 3 big arguments with people because of my ex-boyfriend. I kept on blaming the girl instead of blaming both of them. I was too stupid that I always think that my ex was a good person. HAHAHA. If someone could slap me in the face because of my katangahan back then, my cheeks would've been very sore everyday.

Akala ko ang agawan ng boyfriend uso lang pag high school. It turns out, it still existing in college. Hindi nga lang sobrang maeksena. ;) The reason may be because people who get involved in these arguments don't keep the problems with themselves. They usually confront the person involved which makes patching up, should I say faster? But there are still some, of course, who can't easily forgive the other person. A reaction that's very understandable especially when the cause of the argument's way way serious.

Ako naman, madaling magpatawad pero hindi madaling makalimutan yung mga ginawa. Mapagtanim? Yes, yes. It's because I don't get mad that easily. So when I do, I'm sure it's a really serious one and it most definitely hurt me. XD

Wiw I'm near the end of post already so here goes the thought I had during Psych class yesterday. I wrote on my notebook that A heart can never be broken. And I just thought of my friends who allow heart breaks affect them so much that they usually turn to a different person. Yung iba nagiging lasinggera, yung iba naman nagpapapabaya sa pagaaral. Tapos kahit ilang milyong beses mo pagsabihan ayaw naman makinig ._. It hurts me a lot to see my friends go through these. I just don't think it's right. I mean right before meeting the person who hurt, I'm sure you were perfectly fine with your life and yourself. Sabagay, may attachment na kasi talaga so letting go is a really hard process.

Right now I'm single. I was able to accept the break up easily than the previous ones 'coz I have conditioned myself that I was fine before there was a "we". Dati sobrang iniisip ko na there's no one else who could make me really happy. Aba naman, marami naman pala silang makakapgparamdam sakin ng saya :) I was just to preoccupied with one person that I forgot there were other people.

I'm not a fan of roller coaster rides. But they said, Life is a roller coaster. If I'm getting used to life's ups and downs, I'm sure 1 round of a roller coaster ride in an amusement park won't do me harm :)